Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplacable spark. In the hopeless swamps of the not quite, the not yet, and the not at all, do not let the hero in your soul perish and leave only frustration for the life you deserved, but never have been able to reach. The world you desire can be won, it exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Masochist.

The worst possible idea... there is no other description for what I just put myself through except for severe emotional (not physical) self inflicted harm.
It took no more than 40 seconds to cause the damage, I dont know how long the pain will take to subside. It hurts so much.
FUCK YOU DANCING. Fuck this.
P.S Also pretty fucking amusing that how when you require a government initiative mental health website in your time of need it wont fucking load! WELL DONE!

1 comment:

  1. What the hell did you do? xox
    I had a horrible dream about you last night!
    Miss you!

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