Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplacable spark. In the hopeless swamps of the not quite, the not yet, and the not at all, do not let the hero in your soul perish and leave only frustration for the life you deserved, but never have been able to reach. The world you desire can be won, it exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Life on Repeat

I know how boring and repetitive my blog posts are.
Black, white and grey.
Thin blonde girl look miserable and in pain.
I know. I know...

I just cant help how I feel.


Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Dark and Twisty

"You ever feel like you’re disappearing?"

"All the time."

"Why can’t I just be the happily ever after person? Why can’t I believe in that?"

"I don’t know what I believe in anymore."

Sunday, July 25, 2010

I love you in the morning

Heavy night, it was a heavy night
Feels like we've come back from the dead
Heavy night, it was a heavy night
I cannot remember what I said (to anyone)
If we get up now we can catch the afternoon
Watch the under 15's playing football in the park
Lets sleep in St. Leonard's on this alcoholic day
We're doing the best with what we've got

I love you in the morning, when you're still hungover
I love you in the morning, when you're still strung out
I love you in the morning...
I work hard all week and so do you

We deserve to let off some steam
Let all the drugs creep in
When we need to rage through this life
There might be ones who are smarter than you
That have the right answers, that wear better shoes
Forget about those melting ice caps
We're doing the best with what we've got

I love you in the morning, when you're still hungover
I love you in the morning, when you're still strung out
I love you in the morning...

When I'm with you, I am calm
A pearl in your oyster
Head on my chest, a silent smile
A private kind of happiness
You see giant proclamations are all very well
But our love is louder than words


Friday, July 23, 2010

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Road trip

My road tripping today was much more hostile than the calm and peaceful moments in the above pictures.

Just breathe.
(And stop listening to as much angry and depressive music)

Goodbye Freedom and control

Hello compromise.

Ahhh the thrills of being in a mature adult relationship.
I love you enough to trust your word.
Everything will work itself out.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Daria for Oroton

I must say I am impressed.
Im officially proud to say I own multiple Oroton items.
If its good enough for Daria then its good enough for me!

Monday, July 19, 2010

Back to earth

Welcoming myself back to the universe on my new computer.
Feels pretty good.
Obviously being a new computer I have no pictures and no music.
Very long and tedious process ahead of me.
So for now here is Charlie Bear and I saying "Hi!"

Thursday, July 15, 2010

A moment of relief

Well more like a moment on a laptop, trying desperately to catch up on the world
Last night Charlie chewed through the power adapter cord for the laptop, the battery died and I was unable to collect pictures and finally post a blog as I intended. The replacement cord that I had to get up and buy at 9am this morning cost $150. I must really love this dog!
I am having a very lazy night in. Had a nice dinner with Benny, watched a dvd and at 9pm Im already thinking about just having a shower and tucking myself into bed.

Thursday, July 8, 2010


Computer has died.
I'm in complete denial, refusing to think about it at all. Denial is a very effective coping mechanism.
Expect me to disappear for a while until I find a way to fix this problem.. Which let's face it, may be never?
So here is me, Charlie Bear, and Lauren Conrad signing off.

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Monday, July 5, 2010

Gift from Eve

Im a very lucky girl.
The sign reads "Gemma and Evie love Anneka"

Friday, July 2, 2010

The rest is still unwritten.

Going through a little Hills obsession stage.
I still love it.
After all these years I feel like these girls are my friends.
I may, or may not have even cried multiple time while catching up on the latest episodes.

Dont judge me.
Sometimes I secretly like to imagine my life as a reality TV show. It would be awesome.

Just like the way when you were a kid and you imagined your childhood diary one day being published because you considered your life to be so eventful and important.
Dont pretend you never had this thought!