Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplacable spark. In the hopeless swamps of the not quite, the not yet, and the not at all, do not let the hero in your soul perish and leave only frustration for the life you deserved, but never have been able to reach. The world you desire can be won, it exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours.

Friday, April 30, 2010

Nothing to say

Something to look at.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Good news travels fast

But bad news and lies travel even faster.
Keep playing games children.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Tell me what the others can do that I cant

Well there were 7 years between us seems that all my friends were right

That we can’t survive on your bedroom eyes and a Spanish guitar

When we started this it was paradise, not just Bethnal green

And it’s just not right this waiting game, making a cuckold of me

I can be as cruel as you

Fighting fire with firewood

I can be as cruel as you

Fighting lies with lies

If you need time…

And it’s just not like me to lash out, but enough is enough

Tell me what the others can do that I cant

Translucent and sun bleached skin, when did you get so LA

How can you desert me after all we’ve been through

Stuck on a dream that somewhere its better

You’ll be the one missing out

I can be a cruel as you

Fighting fire with firewood

I can be as cruel as you

Fighting lies


If you need time…

Monday, April 19, 2010

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Little thoughts

Im googling helpful tips on how to best keep a glass shower recess clean... rather than browsing fashion editorials.

Im so happy I moved away from the Cross before all this underbelly shit got so out of control.

Half of my wardrobe lives in the linen press in the living room. I dont like this.

Mao's last dancer was very enjoyable.

Im thinking of cleaning my keyboard with some bleach and a cotton tip

Friday, April 16, 2010

Saturday, April 10, 2010


Pretty amazing that my 2 favourite artists are bringing out solo albums this year.
I really need some new music in my life.

Thursday, April 8, 2010


You don't know me
And you don't even care
You don't know me
And you don't wear my chains

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Here comes the showdown

What goes around comes around, and the crowds all waiting...

So my much anticipated long weekend finally turned around after a rocky start. On Easter Sunday I ventured out of the house to see some friends at Hugo's then wrapped up the night with Bianca enjoying our legendary D&M's. On Easter Monday Ben and I spent the day with both our sets parents in rare family get together. Although the lead up to the event caused me great anxiety I was happy to see how relaxed and easy it was. We finished up the weekend at the easter show, where my beautiful boyfriend won me a prize on the side show games and took me on a romantic ride on the swinging chairs.
The 4 day weekend and the end of daylight savings messed up my internal clock a bit. Good news is that tomorrow is Thursday (the beginning of my half weekend, as I have Fridays off) Thursday came around alot faster after having monday off. I have also conquered the public transport system this week, finally catching the bus to work saving me $10 in parking.
Also Danika comes to visit tomorrow. Its lucky we became very good at maintaining a long distance friendship over international time-zones for the last 2 years because now between my 9am-6pm day job and her dance teaching every night in Port it seems equally as difficult to stay in touch.
AND... Its my baby boy's birthday on Saturday, so fingers crossed we have a extreme, hectic, rockstar style weekend in his honour.
Then again... what weekend isnt like that?