Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplacable spark. In the hopeless swamps of the not quite, the not yet, and the not at all, do not let the hero in your soul perish and leave only frustration for the life you deserved, but never have been able to reach. The world you desire can be won, it exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours.

Friday, September 18, 2009

Boogie Nights...

"I was gonna take a pottery class at Everywoman's Village."                           

"I want to do that."                           

"Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays at 3..." 

"I was going to see about taking the G.E.D. Do you know what that is?"   

"For high school, to graduate." 

"I never got my diploma. I feel bad that..I think you were
right about that"

"You should do it, 
Rollergirl, because you know what?
If you wanted to,
you could do anything...
I miss my two sons...                  
I miss my little Andrew and... and my Dirk. 
I always felt like Dirk was my new baby. 
Don't you miss Dirk?"       

"He's so fuckin' talented, the bastard."                           

"You know, I just... I love him, Rollergirl. 
I really love the stupid jerk."                           

"I love you, Mom.
I want you to be my mom, Amber.
Are you my mom?
I'll ask you
if you're my mom, OK? And you say yes, OK? Are you my mom?"

"Yes, honey.
I don't want to do
this anymore, honey. I can't. Let's have fun now.  
Let's just go and go and go...  because it's over. 
There's too many things. Let's go walk."                           

"I don't want to leave this room."                           

"Me, either." I love you, honey."

"I love you, Mom." 

1 comment:

  1. okay. I am now officially f-ing excited my princess. cannot wait. i will cab us in at a later time so we can have couples time at the house. x