Nostalgia...

Im thinking of doing a series of posts of some of my favourite models from years gone past... It seems only fitting to start with Gemma Ward, who was my biggest model obsession.

A life in pictures

Get down to the MCA if you can, here are a few of my favourites...

Unfortunately John Hughes did not direct my life...

But this is what it might look like if he did... thank you Olive Pendergast!

Ow

Been on an amazing health kick for the last 2 weeks, now Ive hurt my back.
I dont want a set back when Ive finally gotten my body into a good routine.
Fingers crossed it will heal itself quickly.

Pocketful of Sunshine

Whenever Im sad this is guaranteed to make me smile

Tears dry on their own

Still feeling a bit dark and twisty. Trying just to roll with it.

I need these hanging all around my life.

Stop fucking things up!!!!

I dont know if ever felt like more of a worthless waste of space in my life.

Its all starting to cut a little deeper.

Your Ex-Lover is Dead

I have loved this song for years and year, loved seeing a dance to it :)

Courage

Crossing my fingers I'll find a little bit more of it tomorrow morning.
Did a pretty good job at letting myself down a a lot last week, need to make it up to myself.

My baby.. in the 80's

My boyfriend in the 80's band BROS...

New kids on the Block

New Aussie girls taking on the international fashion circuit... The ones to watch.

It gets the worst at night... and in the morning.

Tuesday night and Im almost sitting at the peak of my wave for the week.

Wednesday morning is usually the hardest part to get through, but I keep going cos I always feel the slightest bit stronger for making it through and Im scared that if I take a week off I'll never go back. I think I need to keep going, as hard as it is.

But by Thursday I should feel some relief until it all overwhelms me again next week. This isnt much of a way to live, but its going to have to do for now.