Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplacable spark. In the hopeless swamps of the not quite, the not yet, and the not at all, do not let the hero in your soul perish and leave only frustration for the life you deserved, but never have been able to reach. The world you desire can be won, it exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours.

Monday, January 28, 2013

If love is so wonderful, why so many broken hearts?

I don't get waves of missing you anymore,They're more like tsunami tides in my eyes
Never getting dry, so I get high, smoke away the daysNever sleep with the light on,Weeks pass in the blink of an eye,And I'm still drunk by the end of the night.I don't drink like everybody else,I do it to forgetting things about myself,
I'm stumbling forward from the head spin I've got ,
My minds with you but my hearts just not.
So am I close to you anymore, if it's over,And there's no chance that we'll work it out,
And I said that's fine, but your the only one that knows I lied
Everybody said that we'll be together forever but I know that,I never wanna settle down, come around, break up the love like lego now,Never wanna turn into another like you,Sleep with my thoughts. dance with my views,Everythings great but everythings short,But you live in your halls and I live in a tour bus,
And I'm always saying everyday that it was worth it,Pain is only relevent if it still hurts,I forget like an elephant, or we can use a sedative and go back to the day we fell inlove,Just on our first kiss.
Because, if I was gonna go somewhere, I'd be there by now,And maybe I can let myself down,And thinking that I am unaware, I keep my feet on the ground, keep looking around, to make sure I'm not, the only one to feel low,
Because if you want, I'll take you in my arms and keep you sheltered, from all that I've done wrongAnd I know you'll say, that I'm the only oneBut I know God made another one of me to love you better than I ever will...













Friday, January 25, 2013

Truth be told

If you act like one you'll be treated like one.
You can't trust anyone.
Even more disappointed in people than I was before...













Wednesday, January 23, 2013

The special two

By Missy Higgins
I've hardly been outside my room in days,
'Cause I don't feel that I deserve the sunshine's rays.
The darkness helped until the whiskey wore away,
And it was then I realized the conscience never fades.

When you're young you have this image of your life,
That you'll be scrupulous and one day even make a wife.
And you make boundaries you'd never dream to cross,
And if you happen to you wake completely lost.

But I will fight for you,
Be sure that I will fight
Until we're the special two once again.

And we will only need each other, we'll bleed together,
Our hands will not be taught to hold another's,
'Cause we're the special two.
And we could only see each other, we'll breathe together,
These arms will not be taught to need another's,
'Cause we're the special two.

I remember someone old once said to me
That lies will lock you up with truth the only key.
But I was comfortable and warm inside my shell,
And couldn't see this place could soon become my hell.

So is it better to tell and hurt or lie to save their face?
Well, I guess the answer is don't do it in the first place.
I know I'm not deserving of your trust from you right now,
But if by chance you change your mind you know I will not let you down
'Cause we were the special two, and we'll be again.

And we will only need each other, we'll bleed together,
Our hands will not be taught to hold another's,
'Cause we're the special two.
And we could only see each other we'll breathe together,
These arms will not be taught to need another's...
We're the special two.

I step outside my mind's eyes for a minute.
And I look over me like a doctor looking for disease
Or something that could ease the pain.
But nothing cures the hurt, you, you bring on by yourself,
Just remembering, just remembering how we were...

When we would only need each other, we'd bleed together,
Our hands would not be taught to hold another's,
We were the special two.
And we could only see each other, we'd bleed together,
These arms would not be taught to need another's,
'Cause we're the special two.












Sunday, January 20, 2013

If ever

"If ever there is a tomorrow when we aren't together, there is always something you must remember; you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we are apart, I'll always be with you"















Saturday, January 19, 2013

Monday, January 14, 2013

Despair


“There is no despair so absolute as that which comes with the first moments of our first great sorrow, when we have not yet known what it is to have suffered and be healed, to have despaired and have recovered hope.”











Sunday, January 13, 2013

Gravity


Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.


I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
You're on to me, on to me, and all over...
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.