Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplacable spark. In the hopeless swamps of the not quite, the not yet, and the not at all, do not let the hero in your soul perish and leave only frustration for the life you deserved, but never have been able to reach. The world you desire can be won, it exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

2 weeks

Little smile :)

Monday, August 30, 2010

The worst day since yesterday.

Im dying for some relief from this feeling.
Some distraction... anything other than this pain.
I feel helpless, alone, out of control and more than anything sadness.

Deep, overwhelming sadness.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Friday, August 27, 2010

Like eating glass.

Didnt go shopping.
Basically didnt leave the couch other than a brief walk with the puppy.
Watched The Breakfast Club and Paranormal Activity. Now watching Family Guy, Im particularly offended by the Lauren Conrad episode.
Feeling pretty shady, not going out anymore tonight.
Hopefully one more night in will fix me up.
Went to quiet but delicious dinner on Crown St... Wish I could resist a bottle of wine, but you can't take away all the Friday pleasures from me.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

My Perogative

Just finished my second shower of the day... helping clear all my congestion.
Cold and flu tablets, betadine throat gargle and strepsils.
I will beat this thing, it will not ruin my weekend.

Taking the puppy for walks, shopping in bondi, dinner at Favela, drinks at Piano Room.
Yes, yes, yes.

As easy as lovers go

Sitting at home with the puppy and some pretty pictures.
Looking forward to doing a spot of shopping tomorrow on my day off.
Hoping for a successful weekend, but the razor blades in my throat are warning me not to go too hard.

Have some cleaning, budgeting, working, partying and reconnecting with estranged family members over the next few days aswell. Should be an interesting/emotional weekend.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010


Love this editorial.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Knives and daggers

My throat is on fire.
I really cant get sick, have so much on this week.
More happy summer images, wishing the cold away.

Monday, August 23, 2010

Money, money, money...

Got my tax back.
Paid $500 off my credit card.
Now have to save the rest to fix my car.
So that was boring...
I'll keep dreaming about the things I want, and pray I win the lotto.

Go see castles in Europe.

Afford a gym membership.

Go see Wicked again.

Buy clothes, shoes and accessories...

Friday, August 20, 2010

Shame its Saturday.

Wouldnt it be nice if I didnt have work.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

You are my sunshine...

My only sunshine,
You make me happy when skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please dont take my sunshine away.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Here comes the sun

Getting a little excited about this weather.