Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplacable spark. In the hopeless swamps of the not quite, the not yet, and the not at all, do not let the hero in your soul perish and leave only frustration for the life you deserved, but never have been able to reach. The world you desire can be won, it exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours.

Friday, February 19, 2010

This too; shall pass


After a somewhat emo and dismal blog I decide to think about the script I have permanently inked on my skin and the quote that gives me more hope and faith in the world than anything... also thank you to the girl who understands its meaning (and for her facebook that I stole this text from!)

"The quote, in itself, is simple. The true wisdom to be found in its meaning is revealed in the story from which the quote originates. Whether it serves as a reminder or this is the first time you hear it....


King Solomon, feeling blue, asked his advisors to find him a ring he had once seen in a dream.
"When I feel satisfied I’m afraid that it won’t last. And when I don’t, I am afraid my sorrow will go on forever. Find me the ring that will ease my suffering." he demanded.
Solomon sent out all of his advisors, and eventually one of them met an old jeweller who carved into a simple gold band the inscription, "this too shall pass." When the king received his ring and read the inscription, his sorrows turned to joy and his joy to sorrows, and then both gave way to equanimity.

You see, the great King found himself unable to be content. He felt sorrow when he was happy, and sorrow when he was not, because he was unable to see his way forward. The ring served to cancel out his sorrow. By constantly having something to look forward to, he found himself content. What he previously thought was satisfaction was only a superficial feeling that was brought on by his great wealth, which was only temporary, thus his satisfaction could not last forever. True satisfaction could only be found when he recognised his wealth for what it was.

Life can be your ring. This too shall pass. Believe that, and you will have found your peace with the process of moving forward in life.

There is happiness to be found in realising that you are already happy.
Happy that you've finally allowed yourself to be happy."

Thank you Katie Valentine!

Fuck the universe

I really hope there is something beyond this life, cos I dont know if I can handle living with this feeling for the rest of my life.
And if there is nothing better to come, its just not worth it.
Who can you trust, and how can you be sure?
Im isolated and lonely, "nothing's gonna change my world". Sometimes I feel doomed, destined for failure, I will undoubtedly lose and disappoint the ones I love and Im powerless to stop it.
The end is not here... but I am scared that it is near.

Fire and ice
Why dont we just throw in the dice
Hot or cold
I never know which way you may go
Follow me follow me
I have waited too long to see
Problems are problems
The truth is our security

Its my life, I cant waist the time
Ive made my decision, so lets lay it on the line

Who do you trust if you cant trust me
Im the one who loves you
Who do you trust if you cant trust me
Im the one who loves you

If you stay
Ill just try to make you aware Ill
be gone, if it dont get no better

Human hearts can only take so much
Faith is my condition if you want to keep in touch

Who do you trust if you cant trust me
Im the one who loves you
Who do you trust if you cant trust me
Im the one who loves you

Who do you trust Who do you trust
If you cant trust me
Who do you trust who do you trust
If you cant trust me

Its my life, I cant waste the time
Ive made my decision
So lets lay it on the line




Thursday, February 18, 2010

Generic update.


Lalalalalalala... I am so bored.
Overall a relatively average week of shows (few more still to come, but generally underwhelmed so far) Some standout accessories, also some nice styling that has made me very excited for a change in the seasons. Looking forward to layers, boots, thigh high tights and coats. Now just looking forward to a few more weeks of new fashion, trends and models, hopefully shows that will leave more of an impact on me.

CALVIN

ANNA SUI

OSCAR

RODARTE

KORS

(Notice how Im even abbreviating now? Guess me and these designers are pretty tight these days... lol)

PRO.......

...ENZA SCHOULER

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Your Ex-Lover is Dead

Probably in my top ten face songs. If youo dont know it, download it now. That is a command.

"God that was strange to see you again
Introduced by a friend of a friend
Smiled and said 'yes I think we've met before'
In that instant it started to pour,
Captured a taxi despite all the rain
We drove in silence across Pont Champlain
And all of the time you thought I was sad
I was trying to remember your name...

This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
Tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in
Now you're outside me
You see all the beauty
Repent all your sin

It's nothing but time and a face that you lose
I chose to feel it and you couldn't choose
I'll write you a postcard
I'll send you the news
From a house down the road from real love...

Live through this, and you won't look back...
Live through this, and you won't look back...
Live through this, and you won't look back...

There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave
You were what I wanted
I gave what I gave
I'm not sorry I met you
I'm not sorry it's over
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save

I'm not sorry there's nothing to save... "

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

All in a days work.

Wouldnt it be nice if all the skills and attributes you needed to get paid was simply the D.N.A you were born with?
Its easy to rip on models by claiming its all airbrushing, make up and stylists that make them appear so flawless but when you see them casually moving between shows in their own clothes with all the make up removed... kind of makes you wanna cry just a little!

Play date


Tomorrow's activities include, but are not limited to...
1) Veiwing "The September Issue"
2) Constant tracking of Gym Class Heroes by twitter and appropriate star stalking where possible.
3) Spirited discussions about the progress of New York Fashion week.
4) Writing a detailed journal of the life and times of Fox and her Sox, including past adventures, future plans, memorable quotes and dream outfits.
5) Constructing a method for dealing with severe friendship withdrawals for the following 5 days!

On another note I love fashion week, but this season it is doing nothing but making me frustrated and aggravated because I cant keep up with anything cos my internet cannot handle the simple process of uploading a complete collection of images. Dont even get me started to viewing a video of a collection or HQ pics because that will NEVER happen.
This is the best I can do for today, a brief overview.

JIL STUART

HERVE LEGER

DONNA KAREN

DIANE VON FURSTENBURG

MARC JACOBS