Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplacable spark. In the hopeless swamps of the not quite, the not yet, and the not at all, do not let the hero in your soul perish and leave only frustration for the life you deserved, but never have been able to reach. The world you desire can be won, it exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours.

Friday, September 25, 2009

The Devil wears...





Tomorrow night Im wearing my hair in pigtails!

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Defy Gravity.

Im like a child on Christmas Eve.. So ridiculously excited for Wicked tomorrow.
My beautiful boyfriend, my mother and my step dad.
What a crew.
A fine Friday evening family bonding experience.






Something has changed within me.
Something is not the same.
I'm through with playing by the rules of someone else's game.
Too late for second-guessing.
Too late to go back to sleep!
It's time to trust my instincts.
Close my eyes, and leap!
It's time to try defying gravity.
I think I'll try defying gravity, and you can't pull me down!


I'm through accepting limits,
'Cuz someone says they're so!
Some things I cannot change,
but 'till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
losing love, I guess I've lost!
Well, if that's love, it comes at much to high a cost!
I'd sooner buy defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye!
I'm defying gravity, and you can't pull me down!


So if you care to find me
Look to the western sky!
As someone told me lately:
"Ev'ryone deserves the chance to fly!"
And if I'm flying solo,
At least I'm flying free.
To those who'd ground me,
Take a message back from me:
Tell them how I am
Defying gravity!
I'm flying high,
Defying gravity!
And soon I'll match them in renown.
And nobody in, all of Oz.
No Wizard that there is or was.
Is ever gonna bring me down!


Frida Gustavsson





ONE WORD: OBESSION

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Your morals

are about as strong as your fucking emotions


walk away from me


you fucking coward

We change, we wait.


Today I have accomplished the following things from my list of distractions:
-Went to the Gym (did a ballet class, wasnt remotely for me challenging but its still felt good)
- Cooked beef with black bean sauce, stir fry veggies and rice.
- Began reading a book entitled "My Life as a Side Affect"

Tomorrow I have to go back to work and face the real world again. Only for 2 days then we are back to the weekend, Im sure I can survive. I will survive.

Currently drinking a glass of wine, trying to stay calm.

Im making changes... but its going to take some time.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Pretty yet perverted, innocent yet disturbing...




Christopher Kane
"Christopher Kane's Spring collection walked the fine line between good and bad taste that has made his clothes such a phenomenon. The repetition of the central idea—complex, pieced dresses with inserts of pleats; pastel pink, baby blue, and navy or brown checks; bra cups; and panels of white rose-beaded embroidery—became relentless, mesmeric. "
-Sarah Mower Style.com

No place like home

Very nice to see Burberry being shown back a home in London were it belongs rather than Milan. I love Christopher Bailey (I have the original "Do me daily Christopher Bailey" T-shirt from House of Holland. To bad its fluro green and blue and too big for me, stupid impulse ebay purchase.) I dont see anything in this collection that is too outstanding it is very similar to past seasons, but I love the Burberry look and I would be proud to own every piece of this collection. The textures and colours are really beautiful. I love the little scrunchy socks, killer platforms and chunky belts.
Overall Im impressed. Thank you Christopher.