What we have here is a Dreamer...

New Crush

2012-02-02T00:15:00.001-08:00

Ginta Lapina. Slowly (or maybe quickly) becoming obsessed!
Thanks Fox.

Suicide Tuesdays; Take II

2012-01-30T23:17:00.000-08:00

Pretty fashion things to calm the mind.

Wonderwall

2012-01-30T23:08:00.001-08:00

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do, about you now

Back beat, the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I
Would like to say to you but I don't know how

Because maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all, you're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do, about you now

Lost lil Alice

2012-01-27T03:59:00.000-08:00

Its always Darkest Before the Dawn

2012-01-26T00:20:00.000-08:00

Im counting on it...

Liquidation

2012-01-24T03:07:00.001-08:00

What a day..... Thats all.

YAWNNNNNNNN...

2012-01-16T20:16:00.000-08:00

I HATE WORK.

Quotes from my mind

2012-01-13T02:52:00.000-08:00

A house doesn't make a home

2012-01-13T02:38:00.000-08:00

Sometimes you can't make it on your own.

Unintentional Hiatus

2012-01-11T03:06:00.000-08:00

Needless to say its been a difficult few weeks, been far removed from blogging, doing some soul searching instead.
I NEED 2012 to be life changing which is so frightening because if I dont achieve something soon Im going to disappoint so many people and may even lose hope in myself..

Wind Beneath my Wings

2011-12-13T02:41:00.000-08:00

Beaches.....
"This is a song I've been singing for a long time.
It's like an old friend.
But, you know, I think it,
It's only recently that I discovered what it's really about."

You've got to give a little, take a little,
And let your poor heart break a little.
That's the story of, that's the glory of love.

You've got to laugh a little, cry a little,
Until the clouds roll by a little.
That's the story of, that's the glory of love.

As long as there's the two of us,
We've got the world and all it's charms.
And when the world is through with us,
We've got each others arms.

Inside out

2011-12-13T02:27:00.000-08:00

Sisters

2011-12-09T04:48:00.000-08:00

The papercut chronicles

2011-12-07T03:39:00.001-08:00

Maybe I would be a fool to think
That somewhere in the sky is a place for me
What good would it do to pray for me?
You wont save me, don't pray for me.

Boys in Bands

2011-11-25T01:55:00.000-08:00

And so it goes.

We mouth your words when your tongues are too paralyzed.
We finish up the peanut butter jelly you get on your ?Router? but never eat.

We still pee in bottles
We play at your graduation parties
We have fallen comrades, we just rebuild the team.

Our friends are rich and we love it.
'Cause it makes us look wealthy too.

Shit, I still got a sidekick 1 with a crack in the fucking screen man.

We were your favorite "I'm the first person to know about these guys" Band.

We dance to Use me by Bill Winters in a drunken stupor
until MA and GARY tell us to go the fuck home and kick us out.

We make mistakes
We love we hate
Were not angry anymore though

Still miss you
still love you
Like a slug hates salt
and we're still your heroes.

Me and my Buddy

2011-11-03T04:19:00.000-07:00

My and my little fluffy friend.
Im am in every way addicted and obsessed with this animal.

Blogging from deaths door

2011-10-28T04:04:00.000-07:00

Sick of halloween. Actually physically sick from Halloween.
I've come done with the most nasty cold and have to survive through our busiest day of the year tomorrow.
Here are some things I've seen this week...

Black and white

2011-10-20T04:45:00.000-07:00

Another week down.... almost. What a week it was.
Time to toughen up for the biggest week of the year. After Monday I will most likely disappear off the planet for the following 10 days.

She turns up the music to escape her world.

2011-10-14T03:00:00.000-07:00

I've just had a life altering week, I have moved house and now life is moving around me. I dont know what is around the corner but everything is changing and I need to be prepared and strong enough to withstand the storm thats headed my way.

You have all the weapons you need.

2011-10-13T04:53:00.000-07:00

Now fight.

Sucker Punch rocked my world.

Return to earth

2011-10-07T04:44:00.000-07:00

What a week...
Moved house, so much stress and emotions, but its finally over and I am finally content with the outcome.
After it all I can sit back, look around and see how it was all worth it. The way I see it now is that anything worthy of achieving is worth the hard work and the struggle.
Its always hard to say goodbye to the memories but we have turned the page and started a new chapter.
Im excited to see what happens next.

Depressed

2011-09-29T06:32:00.001-07:00

Whenever I have a down moment this is what always comes to mind...

Thursday I'm in love

2011-09-29T05:45:00.000-07:00

The Cure should change their lyrics to suit my weekly work schedule.

Today

2011-09-28T06:13:00.000-07:00

This was my hair do today..
Benny hates it, he thinks I look like an elf.
I have so much love for this Rochas Collection S/S 06

Finding Sanity

2011-09-27T04:34:00.000-07:00

Ive decided that although money cant buy you happiness, it can buy you sanity.
With removalists, over a hundred dollars of various cardboard and pack products as well as as a cleaner that will guarantee to get you bond back I can find the money can relieve you of crippling stress and panic attacks.
If anyone out there suffers from similar problems you would know any amount of money is worth it when it comes to overcoming those kind of feelings and emotions.
So I may be a few extra hundred dollars in debt but at the same time I have managed to control my stress and anxiety levels.
Priceless!
Here is some PUCCI love...

There is a reason the devil wears it...

2011-09-23T01:28:00.001-07:00

Thursday

2011-09-22T04:51:00.000-07:00

Dog Days

2011-09-20T18:37:00.000-07:00

In other news...

2011-09-16T05:26:00.000-07:00

Getting back on the horse

2011-09-16T04:53:00.000-07:00

Day #57: Everything inside you handbag and wallet.

Day #58: Favourite animal. Charlie Bear (and all dogs for that matter) and seals!

Day #59: Most used electronic device. iphone.

Day #60: Last movie you watched. This movie emotionally ruins me, But I can't help watching. Im a masochist.

Day #61: School Picture (have to pass this one)
Day #62: Last place you travelled to. Beautiful Cairns with Benny last November. Paradise!

Long time between posts and sanity

2011-09-05T04:07:00.000-07:00

Trying to get back to the challenge: Very difficult.
Day #52: A picture of yourself celebrating getting this far. Charlie bear celebrating not me.

Day #53: The last thing you bought. A top form general pants, bring on summer!

Day #54: A picture of you in middle school. This is me in year 12 at Greenwood, this counts right?

Day #55: What you wore today. Black and white maxi with a t-shirt.

Day #56: A drawing of your favourite cartoon character. Rapunzel from the new Tangled, she made me cry, twice.

Back to the challenge

2011-08-13T17:43:00.001-07:00

Day #49: A day you remember really well. In Cairns jetskiing with Benny, we fell off, it was fun.

Day #50: Something your drew. I can actually draw better than this, but this is how I feel today

Day #51: Something passed onto you from your parents. This is my mums first engagement ring, I used to wear her wedding ring every day but I recently lost it somewhere (I dont wanna talk about it) Mum always says if Im strapped for cash I should hock this cos it means nothing to her. It means something to me but, its almost the only evidence I have that my parents ever actually loved each other.

Bestest friend ever....

2011-08-13T07:40:00.001-07:00

Bought me an OCD t-shirt! Winning!

Lonely night

2011-08-13T06:54:00.000-07:00

Saturday nights... they are always the best. Birthday dinner, best friend hang outs and favourite movies. Nothing to complain about. Im a happy camper even though Im alone.

Something not about me

2011-08-10T04:05:00.000-07:00

A few pictures I've collected lately that aren't about me...

Still havent found what Im looking for

2011-08-08T23:44:00.000-07:00

Been really sick the past 7 days. I can safely say that it is almost entirely self inflicted, but not in the way you would think.
I have successfully stressed myself out to the point of no return.
But Im not going to do it to myself anymore. I want to be healthy and happy, Im tired of making excuses and being sad.
Work is just work, Im not going to let it affect the rest of my life anymore, I have too many important people in my life that deserve more of my time and attention.
So even though my new goal is to stop being so self absorbed, I have a photo challenge to catch up on.
Day #43: The weather outside

Day#44: A hobby of yours. Yoga.

Day #45: Your favourite candy. Toffee apple lollipops.

Day #46: Your favourite state. I dont have a favourite state of the country, but my favourite state of mind is calm :)

Day #47: A room in your house. My living room.

Day #48: Your best friend (I chose a few) Benny

Bianca and Danika

Charlie Bear

Everything you wanted

2011-08-02T04:00:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow night. Kele.

They call it a challenge for a reason...

2011-08-01T05:31:00.000-07:00

This thing is getting really difficult!
Day #36: A place you spend a lot of time - Work. Boo.

Day #37: Last restaurant you ate at - Catalina on Rose Bay (courtesy of a very generous friend)

Day #38: A useless trinket you own - A pandora bracelet, which is lovely and my mother along with many others have spent alot of money on. However, it is useless because I never "use" it.

Day #38: Your favourite picture - an obvious choice because it has been my display picture on facebook for nearly 2 years. But i stil love it, and get new comments and likes on it all the time.

Day #37: An embarrassing picture from your childhood - I dont have any of these, they would all live at old home. This is the best I could do, I look pretty stupid?

Day #38: Someone in your family - My favourite family member, my cousin Steph.

Day #39: Something you id today - Laundry.... How 2 people have so much laundry to do every week I'll never know?

More of me, myself and I

2011-07-28T05:09:00.000-07:00

Day #31: A picture of yourself today (bored at work)

Day #32: Something you collect - Magazines... This is a small idea of the magazine archive I have living at my mums house, (please note, this doesnt include over 2 years of magazines that currently reside with me at my current home) One day I hope to have a library of vogue magazines in a parlour room where my friends and I can drink cocktails and read vintage fashion mags!

I also collected most of my pointe shoes! You spend your whole childhood dreaming of being able to wear a pair, they are the epitome of grace, beauty and being a "real" ballerina. Even when they wore out they are sometime hard to part with.

Day #33: Something you made: This is my Australia day fest I cooked!

Day #34: Something that makes you smile: The other day my Dad sent me this picture of my baby brother, he looks so much like me I cant help but smile when I look at it. I wish I knew him better (just like I wish I knew my Dad better)

Day #35: A favourite movie that you own. I couldnt chose one, I have too many, here is a stack of my all time favourites (minus Beaches and A chorus Line which I couldnt find tonight!)

Today

2011-07-26T05:26:00.001-07:00

Day #27: The shoes you wore today

Day #28: The shirt you wore today (Charlie wouldn't keep his stupid fluffy head out of the photo)

Day #29: Take a picture of a flower (This is the only plant life I have in my house)

DAY #29: What you ate for Breakfast

Gifts

2011-07-26T04:51:00.000-07:00

A gift from a friend: Danika brought me these beautiful tiny clogs back from Holland. I love them!

A gift from family: Since last time I posted a picture of a gift from my mum, this one is from my godmother This is a Sleeping Beauty jewelry box that plays music from the Tchaikovsky ballet, always makes me happy and I love still having it next to my bed.

A weekend in the city

2011-07-23T02:34:00.000-07:00

Your favourite outfit. I resent this cos a girls favourite outfit changes all the time, however, I remember buying this dress from Kate moss TopShop and being so proud. To this day it is still on of my favourite dressses. (I have a picture of how it looks in full, plus the only picture I can find of me wearing it, I obviously own the black version)

The best day in your life: Basically every moment I spent with my family when I didn't appreciate it at the time.

A picture of my cell phone (I had to skip the report card one cos I dont have any of that stuff anymore)

A CD that you own: A weekend in the city by Bloc Party (all my cds are in my car so I just picked one)

A school picture (this was all I could find, at least Im in a uniform right?)

Favourite purchase: Right now, my macbook (I would say Charlie, but Benny paid for him not me)

Some you give away...

2011-07-22T01:51:00.000-07:00

Your favourite board game (I dont play board games anymore, but this was one of my favourites as a little girl)

Something I hate: ANIMAL CRUELTY! (I couldn't post actual pictures of tortured animals cos I cant look at them myself)

Your Childhood home: I dont actually have a picture of (stole this from google maps)

Something embarrassing in your room: A Faberge Egg my mum gave to me which plays the tune of "you are so beautiful to me" (I secretly love this, as corny as it is, because this after everything I've gone through with my mum I know she loves me)

Your Pet: Mr Charlie Bear (taken this morning asleep on my pillow)

Wise words

2011-07-20T05:23:00.000-07:00

My name is Lucas Scott. I'm a senior at Tree Hill High School. I play basketball - at least I used to. I have a girlfriend - at least I used to. And I have a best friend. Tree Hill is just a place somewhere in the world. Maybe it's a lot like your world, maybe it's nothing like it. But if you look closer, you might see someone like you. Someone trying to find their way. Someone trying to find their place. Someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, unsatisfied, barely getting by. But that feeling's a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes-someone to helps us hear the music in their world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you.

There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads. Afraid. Confused. Without a roadmap. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course, when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back. But once in a while people push on to something better. Something found just beyond the pain of going it alone. And just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in. Or to give someone a second chance. Something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream. Because it's only when you're tested, that you truly discover who you are. And it's only when you're tested, that you discover who you can be. The person you want to be does exist. Somewhere on the otherside of hard work and faith and belief... and beyond the heartache and fear of what lies ahead.

You dont need to have ever seen this show to understand the above.

Its not always about me

2011-07-20T03:49:00.001-07:00

Its meant to mostly be about fashion, random dancing pictures and my emotional moments where I feel the need to vent my crap to the world wide web. Ive been doing a great deal of venting lately, so here is some fashion as well.

Days 9 - 12

2011-07-20T02:37:00.000-07:00

A talent of yours... I chose a past talent (dancing) and a current one (cleaning)

Your bedroom in its current state (trust Benny to NOT make the bed today)

Favourite food (Mum's pasta bake)

A prized possession (Charlie Bear, who no doubt will feature a lot in this photo challenge)

Another day, another few pictures

2011-07-19T02:37:00.000-07:00

Favourite quote in your own handwriting

Something you love: EVERY DOG IN THE WORLD!

A picture of the best moment in my life (I dont think I've experienced this moment yet, but the feeling I get in a moment like this is pretty amazing)

Girls on film

2011-07-18T04:30:00.000-07:00

Bianca

Danika

Steph (my oldest friend and family)

Elise

Karlee

Jac

Steph Banning

Katie

Sophie

Eve

Loz

Giselle

A Family Affair

2011-07-18T03:37:00.000-07:00

Tonight is the end of an era.
Saying goodbye to a member of our 1601 family. So sad.
All I can say is the old "You dont know what you've got til its gone"
He will be missed, more than I ever expected to.

Breaking the rules

2011-07-17T18:27:00.000-07:00

I figure there will be some days when I wont do any so I've decided to knock over a few at once
#3 A favourite book you own

#4 A picture of you 10 years ago (ones like these are really hard for me because all my old photos are in albums at home so the best I could find is a picture of our 14 years and under tap troupe)

#5 A place that makes you happy. This was taken at my 2nd birthday at my cousins house, I spent so much time at the Beasley's when I was growing up thinking about all the fun times there always makes me smile.

#2

2011-07-17T05:10:00.000-07:00

A photo that makes you happy.

Two people that make me happy.

Every picture tells a story

2011-07-16T07:17:00.000-07:00

Found this 100 day photo challenge on facebook.
I would never do it on facebook but I feel much safer doing it on my blog.
So here goes..
DAY 1: A picture of yourself taken on the first day of the challenge.

People always leave

2011-07-16T07:10:00.001-07:00

Some roads lead nowhere

2011-07-16T01:40:00.000-07:00

In a mood. A mood where I can't explain how Im feeling and why Im feeling this.
I obviously wanna talk about it or I wouldn't be writing it on my blog, but I cant tell you anymore than I already have.
I feel so much but nothing at the same time, and for some insane reason I have chosen to share this nothingness online to the rest of the world.
As usual, pretty pictures to make me (and you) forget the above madness.

Medical enlightenment

2011-07-14T21:53:00.000-07:00

So after weeks of stressing about food allergies, stomach bacteria and celiac disease I finally received my blood test results this afternoon.
The verdict: negative on all counts, perfect all around, however the severe symtoms still remain.
The diagnosis: My extreme levels of anxiety and and stress have subsequently caused my body (most predominantly my digestive system) to shut down.
Makes sense considering my condition went from bad to worse in the last 2 weeks around the same time my job went from bad to worse.
So consequently I have medication for an anxiety disorder instead of for a medical gastric infection or food allergy.
More updates to follow... until then its only right to post pictures of beautiful girls in pretty girls rather than anatomical pictures of the digestive system.

Ive got Dreams to Remember

2011-07-13T00:33:00.000-07:00

I just really need to remember what they were...?

Day 2

2011-07-11T20:51:00.000-07:00

Ok so here are the basics... Went in at 11:30 yesterday morning, took about 6 needles to numb my mouth, shed a few tears.
Got a filling which was relatively painless, then came the hard part.
The pressure he had to apply to my mouth was intense, I started shaking I was so scared and uncomfortable, and dont even ask me about the noises, the banging and cracking makes me shiver just thinking about it. The top one took a lot longer and was much worse pain wise, the bottom one seemed like a breeze in comparison.
Anyways with half my face numb for the rest of the day the pain wasn't too bad, sat in bed drank 2 Up and Go's and watched about 8 episodes of One Tree Hill.
Woke up at about 5:30 and I was suddenly very aware of to enormous hole in the side of my face, Im pretty swollen and in a fair bit of pain but to be completely honest it isn't half as bad as I thought I would be. Just like they say "The anticipation of death is far greater than death itself" Obviously Im not dead, just relating it to pain. I guess there is a silver lining to being an anxious over thinker, every now and again you surprise yourself. Maybe Im not such a wimp after all!
Enough of boring you all with my gross tooth extraction story, hopefully I'll be even more on the mend tomorrow and can enjoy a the rest of my week off work.

So close

2011-07-08T02:57:00.000-07:00

Almost on annual leave, I've never needed a break more.
I'm super happy cos I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Just dont ask me how Im feeling on Monday afternoon, Im sure I wont be feeling quite so happy :S

Countdown

2011-07-04T04:21:00.000-07:00

I never would've imagined I would be eagerly counting down the days until I get my wisdom teeth pulled.
I have 4 more days of work to get through and I am counting it down by the hours and minutes.
The anxiety I am feeling about the next few months of work is far greater than my fear of pain, and that is a big statement coming from a self confessed wuss.
Anyway, here are some pretty things to get us all through the rest of the week.

Regret

2011-07-02T06:09:00.002-07:00

Have you ever missed something so much it hurts.
I literally grieve everyday as if Ive lost a family member when in actual fact all Im missing is a part of myself. No matter how hard I try I can't forget it or remove it from the front of my mind, and its not that I ever want to forget it all, I just wish I could look back on it without the regret and pain
I just want to know how long will it take for me to get over this, or will I carry it with me forever?
Ive had a bad day/week and am being overly reflective... home alone on a Saturday night will do this to you, but the truth is I think this much all the time, I just usually keep it all on the inside.
Rant. Over.

Mid year crisis

2011-06-30T23:34:00.000-07:00

What a week... As of today it is officially the second half of the year.
How did that happen?

What a week... As of today it is officially the second half of the year.
How did that happen?

Mixed bag

2011-06-23T05:21:00.000-07:00

None the wiser

2011-06-16T05:06:00.000-07:00

Wisdom teeth, what are you good for?
Feeling miserable, even being doped up on painkillers is not as fun as I thought it would be.

Stereo Hearts

2011-06-16T04:57:00.000-07:00

Long live the Queen

2011-06-09T23:35:00.000-07:00

Only 6 hours of work separating me from the long weekend...

Tangled

2011-06-09T23:18:00.000-07:00

Loved this film so much, made me so happy (and a little sad in that one part where I cried)

Hair

2011-06-07T00:46:00.000-07:00

For my friend who has a dream :)

Positivity

2011-06-06T21:09:00.000-07:00

This week I am working with a new vibe.
I goes something like "Dont worry be happy" or "Keep calm and carry on" or any one of those annoying positive statements people say that I usually hate.
Even though its only Tuesday I feel like Im flying through this week with my new outlook. Long weekend this weekend, with the silver lining of any long weekend being a short week following. Hopefully I can keep up with the happiness for longer than a week :)
All I need to do now is stop being so lazy sleep deprived and get back to the gym.

Everything seems better on Friday

2011-06-03T05:12:00.001-07:00

So true...

2011-05-30T23:47:00.000-07:00

A littte peice I found on "A place to love dogs"

Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a ten-year-old Irish wolfhound named Belker. The dog’s owners, Ron, his wife, Lisa, and their little boy, Shane, were all very attached to Belker, and they were hoping for a miracle.

I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the family we couldn’t do anything for Belker, and offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home.

As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it would be good for six-year-old Shane to observe the procedure. They felt as though Shane might learn something from the experience.

The next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker’s family surrounded him. Shane seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the last time, that I wondered if he understood what was going on. Within a few minutes, Belker slipped peacefully away.

The little boy seemed to accept Belker’s transition without any difficulty or confusion. We sat together for a while after Belker’s death, wondering aloud about the sad fact that animal lives are shorter than human lives.

Shane, who had been listening quietly, piped up, “I know why.”

Startled, we all turned to him. What came out of his mouth next stunned me. I’d never heard a more comforting explanation. He said, “People are born so that they can learn how to live a good life – like loving everybody all the time and being nice, right?”

The six-year-old continued, “Well, dogs already know how to do that, so they don’t have to stay as long.”

Cant stop

2011-05-29T05:38:00.000-07:00

Sometimes Im so afraid that my actions are out of my control.
Or am I just making excuses for my behaviour?
I cant tell the difference.
Either way I feel out of control, and that is the worst feeling in the world

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Talk about talent..

2011-05-27T04:22:00.000-07:00

Saw this on twitter today, a carpenter who carves miniature sculptures on the tip or lead pencils. Wow.

Cover Girls

2011-05-26T06:33:00.000-07:00

Wild Weather Wednesday

2011-05-24T17:32:00.000-07:00

Something to cheer up a gloomy hump day...

Who run the world?

2011-05-23T22:15:00.000-07:00

Midweek Brain Explosion

2011-05-17T23:23:00.000-07:00

Home and alone

2011-05-14T03:30:00.000-07:00

Well not alone in the in literal sense... but sometimes its feels pretty lonely inside this head!

Judy

2011-05-10T05:21:00.000-07:00

The new autobiography Im reading at the moment... I love her.

The bruises are merely a surface wond

2011-05-10T01:39:00.000-07:00

The real problems rest much deeper...

Happy Half Weekend

2011-05-06T05:15:00.000-07:00

Only one more day to go...
Proud of my productiveness today, including cleaning, mothers days, grooming, and gym.
Another 6 hours to go until proper weekend.
P.S I HATE winter!

Suicide Tuesday

2011-05-03T02:54:00.000-07:00

The Day of the week that manages to be even worse than monday.
Something to brighten my darkness...

Saturday Night Diva

2011-04-30T01:46:00.000-07:00

Dont know if Im ready for a big one after last weeks bender... but here goes.
Random picture post because I feel guilty for not updating in a week.
Enjoy, happy weekend!

Kiss me Kate!

2011-04-21T17:14:00.000-07:00

HAPPY EASTER!!!!

Brightness Dawn

2011-04-19T19:24:00.000-07:00

Such an inspiring collection by Setarah Mohtarez

Bits of This and That

2011-04-14T04:59:00.000-07:00

This time next week I will be freeeeeeeeee..... (for a few days at least)

Savage Beauty

2011-04-12T04:13:00.000-07:00

A tribute to Alexander McQueen showing at the Metropolitan Museum of Art.
What wouldn't you give to see this?

The Goddess

2011-04-07T22:28:00.001-07:00

Daria Werbowy

Boston

2011-04-04T18:32:00.000-07:00

Ive always loved this song... Love this dance too :)

English Rose

2011-04-04T18:20:00.000-07:00

Lily D, so pretty.

Russian Princess

2011-04-02T03:56:00.000-07:00

The model who got me addicted to models. The fairy tale story of a peasant girl who ran a fruit stall in the slums of Russia that rose to the tops of the fashion world and nabbed herself a billionaire... Still gives me goosebumps!

Nostalgia...

2011-03-30T03:19:00.000-07:00

Im thinking of doing a series of posts of some of my favourite models from years gone past... It seems only fitting to start with Gemma Ward, who was my biggest model obsession.

A life in pictures

2011-03-28T22:17:00.000-07:00

Get down to the MCA if you can, here are a few of my favourites...

Unfortunately John Hughes did not direct my life...

2011-03-25T06:34:00.000-07:00

But this is what it might look like if he did... thank you Olive Pendergast!

Ow

2011-03-24T02:04:00.000-07:00

Been on an amazing health kick for the last 2 weeks, now Ive hurt my back.
I dont want a set back when Ive finally gotten my body into a good routine.
Fingers crossed it will heal itself quickly.

Pocketful of Sunshine

2011-03-22T22:10:00.000-07:00

Whenever Im sad this is guaranteed to make me smile

Tears dry on their own

2011-03-21T04:00:00.000-07:00

Still feeling a bit dark and twisty. Trying just to roll with it.

I need these hanging all around my life.

Stop fucking things up!!!!

2011-03-17T05:24:00.000-07:00

I dont know if ever felt like more of a worthless waste of space in my life.

Its all starting to cut a little deeper.

Your Ex-Lover is Dead

2011-03-15T03:49:00.000-07:00

I have loved this song for years and year, loved seeing a dance to it :)

Courage

2011-03-08T03:16:00.000-08:00

Crossing my fingers I'll find a little bit more of it tomorrow morning.
Did a pretty good job at letting myself down a a lot last week, need to make it up to myself.

My baby.. in the 80's

2011-03-04T02:02:00.001-08:00

My boyfriend in the 80's band BROS...